Friday, July 10
on my way to work dis morning, the radio station played MJ's save the world song. gee, i never thought dat i would as well feel his abscent. hehe. upon hearing dat he's a muslim (only after his death news), i kinda feel sad. but then, e channel 712 kept playing THS MJ-recalling all his past, the child molest accusation, the never-neverland story and ect. the sadness had changed to an ambagious faith on him. anyway, the song was played as a soundtrack for save gaza mission.
talking about gaza, thousands of pictures were conveyed through emails, websites and television. it's brutal. those little kids, infants, babies were suffering on matters that they themselves might not even understand.
i remembered an interview with a boy by a tv channel. he was injured on the face and lost his brothers in the bombing incident.
interviewer: are you affraid with them
boy: la', (translated to malay) cukuplah Allah sebagai pelindung.
it brought me to tears. even when posting today's edition.
Cukuplah Allah sebagai pelindung. and he's saying dis with injuries on his face and with brothers who had passed away in the
Tuesday, June 16
lightning never strike twice...
heh who says? well, lightning always strikes more than one. literally.
if it does, more than one, then it's normal. but it if does happen once, then you're damn lucky to grab it but you'll be damn super damn unlucky to missed it.
alhamdullilah, i've had several ocassions with once strike and frequent occasion more than one strike. apa2 pun, all those stikes are a hostory now. uh how i wish i could practic - history.
I've this habit of liking to remember events. erm sort of like to count them. cthnya- hmm hari ni minggu lepas, i' got to play. jam nih minggu lepas, i'm being pulled off from the game. tika ni minggu lepas .. .. it all kept playing in my mind. heh i never got tired la pulak. well, i did't notice it until my sister summarize it to me. heh.
anyway, back to the strike. lucky strike. hehe now it make sense why the product sort of excell in their bussiness. lucky, lucky strike.
went to d clinic. to weigh me-after-1-week-holiday. hehe, the nurse pass by noticed and approach, " rasanya minggu lepas baru je timbang kan" haha nilah syndrom every grams counts. heh tahik... kan hehe
stagnant.
petang ni resume vball training. well, after the not-so-well posmoterm, i've decided to continue playing. even my chances are low to be in the spot. i've decided to get this free training, simply by shutting, filtering those annoying sounds. heh.
yas, getting better from campak. sya will be home dis evening. bestnya.
Thursday, June 4
will be having a meeting with enC and later off to terengganu..
Tuesday, June 2
i was supposed to withdraw, but later for the love of the game + everything seems to be in place smoothly, the plan changed. hehe for the love of the game <- ok janji, last time mention (hehe boleh jadi jemu dan muak ek baca banyak2 kali hahahaah)
anyway,
time.
last sunday, it seems that i loose control on my temper. my inner temper. and seriously, inner temper is a big deal. for me. as i will always end up crying. the good side is that, the temper doen't creep to others. and yep, i regret. totally regret and made a promise to look in my hand everytime this happens. to remind on such split seconds i could forget, who, where, why, how things happen. i've been bestowed with a believe that responds is ones decision. i really does. and yep not every propaganda / belief is well accepted by individual.
dis posting is dedicated to me. a reminder on how time flies by. adhoc is a time 'test-run'. how quick (another time based event) a person can click into her right axis is a skill that i'm developing. later, 2-3-4-5 years from now, i hope i can smile reading this entry. i hope i passed this test-run insyaAllah.
motivation, a non-time based event however has an implicir factor to time. these 2-3 days, i had no motivation to work. hehe as i'm pretty much in love with the game. for the love of the game - opppssss. another time hehe.
yas giggles a lot lately. sya sings mdaud kilau "senyumlah..senyumlah..senyumlah ahai cek mek molek" - hehe geram macam nak gigit dia hahahaha
Tuesday, May 26
confidence is a level of integrity. is it? yeah, gee i hope so.
why there is uncertainty opinion on this matter? Well, it's because some people can just display a superb rank of confident level despite a whole massive chios arround them.
well, does entry has anything to do with volleyball again? nope. btw a lil' update. hehe finally, i manage to squeeze in top 9. which means i'm an active reserved. which means i'll be included in the player rotation. which means i'll get to play in the match soon.
does it really matters to play or not to play? afterall it's just a game. bukan peringkat kebangsaan pun... well, eventually, for me it matters as i have a plan for it. aku nak ajar sikit... hehe ajar apa? tunggu for the next post.
anyway, back to the theme for today, confidence.
how well one express his confident level is pretty much depend on his past life. and how much one can perceive others confidence is very much depend on his faith. faith towards the matter as well as faith towards the person. that explains why the more 'alim' a person is the more cautious he'll be on his actions and words. there'll be toughts before any action taken / given.
what will my confident level be?
has yet to be known.
